stress day

9june 11
today im late 5 minute reach gym.....
just me...the only 1 old gymnas....other is just under 12....
when do bar ...my hand bleeding again....
beam...like shit.....the second time i will cry in gym.... damn broke .....f**k.....
i hate my own....why i can't do properly.....
i really hate it....
at home finish bath...lying on my bed....thinking ..and ask friend got anybody want teman me to watch X-men first class? no ....no 1....shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!